To be honest there isn't much I can talk about my life these days. Living by yourself can be the most depressing thing as of now, no family, no housemates, no friends to be physically in contact with.

I tend to stray away from conversations with people at the start because there is nothing I really can do at the moment, and it is very hard to motivate yourself when you're alone.

The things I have been holding on to while living these few months alone was music and dramas. It distracts me from how negative this world is and the community pressure to live like you need to succeed even when the situation isn't helpful. With this being said, I've been enjoying watching alot of dramas about high school and sometimes I really want to turn back time and do all the things I couldn't do when I was still at that age.