Hello everyone and hello to my short but not so short hair.
It's 17 September now and I only have 11 more days here in Jakarta with my family before its time to go back to STUDYLAND London. Just to spit out some thoughts I have been thinking about these days till the point my brain gets very tense and I can't sleep, I just feel that this feeling has been repeating again like how it did last year. Yes I am worried about my life there, because it isn't what people think it is. I wondered if I made the correct decision to be in that country or join this school. Friendships, relationships, money... I have never been so worried about that all my life till this moment. Everything is really difficult, and I don't know where I should run to.
Can't imagine the future that is nearing...
But hey I've got to worry about doing my summer project which I haven't start and got to finish in these 11 days to put it on an exhibition when school reopens (hopefully I find some inspiration VERY SOON and get selected).
Patricia, FIGHTING!!!!
It's 17 September now and I only have 11 more days here in Jakarta with my family before its time to go back to STUDYLAND London. Just to spit out some thoughts I have been thinking about these days till the point my brain gets very tense and I can't sleep, I just feel that this feeling has been repeating again like how it did last year. Yes I am worried about my life there, because it isn't what people think it is. I wondered if I made the correct decision to be in that country or join this school. Friendships, relationships, money... I have never been so worried about that all my life till this moment. Everything is really difficult, and I don't know where I should run to.
Can't imagine the future that is nearing...
But hey I've got to worry about doing my summer project which I haven't start and got to finish in these 11 days to put it on an exhibition when school reopens (hopefully I find some inspiration VERY SOON and get selected).
Patricia, FIGHTING!!!!
