And my classmates whom I will miss in the future.... Missing half the clique here but hope that someday you'll read this and know how much fun school was with you guys!! Even though I don't promote my blog or anything. Its just a way for me to update about my life, my rumbles and interesting pictures.






Last picture with Fidel along the walkways of our design blocks. Hated the orange for the years that I was there, but well it's a good colour to distinguish among the rest of the faculties at least!

Hi there, its the 7th week since school has started.
SEMESTER 5. THE FINAL YEAR.
And I'm still lost. My brain's not focusing in school, my body just doesn't feel motivated.
The attitude has changed, I don't even feel like doing work anymore... 
And I don't even get nervous when its the dateline for projects.
Something's madly wrong with me, and I don't know if I can still change for the better.

I realised that how I react to people changed too. 
I find it fun when it comes to dissing, which I know I'll never do in the past.
I guess that everything comes to the part where I don't even know who am I.

I feel that I'm losing my mind and...
for now, I only know that I can just drown together with this project. 

Hello, although the month of April hasn't end yet, but I want to write about what has happened throughout these times. First off, its my 2nd month of internship! Its so fast I didn't even feel that it has passed. The people there are really nice. But maybe its just me, I can't seem to find a way to talk to them... I want to,,, so badly cuz I'm so damn lonely... but I'm too shy... Today's the first day I stayed until 9 plus at the office.. My colleagues said that I''m the 1st intern to stay until so late. WELL,,, with an intern that's not so good with softwares, I'm always dragging time...

And the whole routine has changed so much from school days. During internship, once u step out of the office, that means stop whatever u think about work. U go home to get rest... and get up early in the morning to go for work again. I 'm still not used to this bcuz all along in school, you just think and do your work from day til night. There's no stopping.... But sigh, I really don't wanna go back school. My colleagues are just too nice I don't wanna leave them... I'm not even leaving yet but I already said I missed them.. Oh nooo....

Well now while I'm in internship, there's more chances to go out with people... which is good. Every Friday we'll have interns gathering... Doing various stuff. Mostly talking about what happens in school, and what we plan on doing when we're back in school... And yet I don't know if design is really what's good for me. I can't stand working looking at the computer screen from morning to evening everyday. It's too painful. I kept tearing up in the office..

All rights, I'm damn sleepy now.. Had woke up since 5am and reached home around 10pm today.. I'm going crazy... I need sleep. Bye!

안녕하세요.


It was Christmas, and yes I'm two days late. I wanted to blog on the 25th but eventually I forgot about it. Oops, so yeah this holiday I stayed in Singapore. I was supposed to go school now & then but I skipped. I know that I'm gradually becoming lazy, and my standards are dropping. I'm getting mad but I can't seem to change... Anyways.... this December has been spent quite well. Finally, I get to see the JC graduates! AWESOME. They have been studying and stressing for a long long time.

So, what I've been doing throughout the holidays? Was busy till last Wednesday bcuz of a project, coming out with a corporate identity for Drop Inn. Glad that its over. OVER. After Wednesday, I just went out everyday, shopped alot too. SALE season is everywhere. Bought many many many things! I can't believe how much I spent already. $500 in just two weeks. Oh gosh. My favourite item that I bought is probably the jacket from Guess. I bought it for the Japan trip, its leather and so freaking soft and comfy. Oh yeah, I'm leather obsessed.

The rest of my time, I just spend it with friends, shopping, watching movies, talking, EATING... 
Anyways...

PICTURE TIME!

   

   

   

Hey there what's up! Had a photo shoot at Hort Park with my friends last week, and the results turned out great. But this is the only photo that I really liked, I didn't really felt comfortable for the rest of the photos. It somehow look WEIRD. I don't like my side profile you see, but the photographer keeps telling me to look to the left, right. I HAVE A FLAT NOSE!!!!! FUMES. 



Well, this is for one of the projects too, everything around my life involves my school life, what I'm learning, what I'm trying to do. That's basically it. I don't want to say much...

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

Hey there, today's the 7th of November! Happy Birthday Charmaine, my dearest, closest DPA friend!! Here's a shoutout to you~  And close enough, it's gon' my BIRTHDAY soon~ Excited!

Anyways, today's story? Nothing much.
It's been raining these few weeks, and there's where the trouble kicks in. When there's rain, I can't take photos. MISSION FAILED when I went Little India yesterday, and FAILED again when I went Bugis today. 

FUNNYTHING.
We went to the Chinese temple before it rained super heavily and we tried to use the chopstick shake thing, I don't know what its called but yeah, we read the answers.. Mine was fairly good, except for some things...

While waiting for the rain to stop, Elizabeth(above) & me went to Bugis Street to take a look around, and got ourselves some clothes.. I was thinking whether I wanted to get suspenders, but when I tried it on it looked quite weird? Ok, maybe I wasn't used to it. But probably I want to get it, soon? THICK ones look better on me!

After that round of shopping, we went to take some photos but still kinda failed because I don't have the guts to take pictures of people. Well I got scolded earlier on... By the ways, my photo-journal topic is quite sensitive! URGH. Let's count this as a failed attempt too...

Anyways I followed Elizabeth to the cafe at Chinatown where she wanted to do her photo-journal on. Ate alot, talked alot, definitely love the time there. Since it was something new... Plus, the BOSS is so friendly! I'm envious of her topic but what's done is done. I've decided on mine.

Works are piling up, I really feel that I'm not the person I used to be last semester. I'm really veering off, I need to pace back, but its really difficult. I feel that everyday after school, I would sleep, & do the schoolwork the next morning, right before class starts. This is unlike me in the past... Sigh, hope that I can change in time...

   

   

HELLO!! It seems that I keep blogging every now & then... Now it's like a weekly thing. Okay no actually, I only blog when I take new pics that I wanna share~~ Like today...

Today's a Monday isn't it.... It didn't really start out well in school since we were doing nothing in class because we haven't drew our logos & consult the lecturer, and so we started to crap lots of stuff... and especially when my drink leaked inside my bag, and the chair was wet, and I got my dear friend Min Jing wet.. I FEEL SO GUILTY! AND EMBARRASSED!

However after class, we went out & I got my navy suede creeper which I've wanted ever since my H&M shoe got spoilt.... I'm so happy!!!

Hmm, and just, like really just a few minutes ago, I went down to collect my pay cheque. It's not much but yup, it's all good. So Overall,,, it's a HAPPY DAY!!!!!!!!! AWESOME.

GREETINGS. It's the 2nd week of school, and the pressure's on. I'm currently still in my slack mode but I know I gotta start doing my work sooner or later, and yes if you see the pictures above,, I'm back in Jakarta... Sometimes I do think what if I actually attended school here instead of Singapore? Will I be more happy or equally as stressed as I am in Singapore... I didn't have a chance to study here you see.

So, my purpose of coming back here is to take pictures to make a photo journal. Unfortunately I got sick right after I took pictures. It feels so frustrated because you have no one to talk your sickness about, how the pain creeps up to you and making you feel so weak and nauseous almost every moment.

Anyways, so... I just wanna say, be thankful of what you have. This applies to many people around. When you have no more money left, don't say you're poor, because you can't feel what people here feel. Though they don't have much, they're still happy, enduring the rough life in order to make their children happy. That's what your parents do for you isn't it. Though they don't give you much pocket money, they still feed you don't they.

APPRECIATE WHAT YOU'VE GOT, MAY BE JUST DREAMS TO SOMEONE ELSE.

Drew out characters of my friends & I and kept it at Merely Ice Cream :]

Choc cupcake with super duper lots of frosting, The Icing Room